New year same life.
This post is going to suck. I know it because I feel obligated to write a new post just because it’s for a new year. I’ve learned that the process of anything done under compulsion hardly will be built on positive genuine efforts.
It almost didn’t matter to me because I live everyday the same way. I didn’t do a lookback to 2015 nor make any resolutions for 2016 like everyone else. I didn’t feel like it was a fresh start when the fireworks started lighting up (actually though I didn’t watch it any of it lol). I hope all this means I’m content and becoming better at living in the present and being more mindful about my consciousness.
Some weird stuff was going on too. I just felt like I could feel energy the of the whole world becoming more peaceful and quiet because of the holiday atmospheres. I thought I’ve reached this pseudoscience-like state of being where I could feel things others can’t. Of course I’m an idiot because I realized there are other places in the world that don’t have the opportunity to celebrate and the quietness comes from less traffic because people don’t have to commute to work.
It’s been one month and a little more since last time I had to go to University. I just feel free after graduating. I’ve actually been taking online courses, studying past materials, and reading a lot more. It’s so much fun. Everyday it’s this grateful feeling, but at the same time I’m also a little scared too because I think this mood is quite fragile and when I’m at my moments where I’m down I might not be able to fight through.
I guess I’ll just have to let tomorrow me worry about tomorrow problems. Yeah, I watched all 12 episodes of one punch man in one day.